Log in

No account? Create an account
~Pleonasms of the Nightly High~ [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

[Links:| friendster1 friendster2 multiply myspace ]

Ahem... [Apr. 26th, 2005|08:28 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |Care-less...]
[Noise Pollution |Lintik, Brownman Revival]

Seryoso, this may be my last LJ entry...
Lipat na ako sa multiply.com... =)

linkpost comment

Ahhh. [Mar. 7th, 2005|07:17 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |cheerfulYun parin...]
[Noise Pollution |Love You Madly, Cake]

Tinatamad ako ulit.
Check nyo nalang sa
http://lotski.multiply.com ang pinanggagawa ko. Haha.
Add nyo na rin.

linkpost comment

Haha. Astig. [Mar. 7th, 2005|07:12 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |chipperWala. Hindi ako high, though,]
[Noise Pollution |I Will Survive, Cake]

twig85's Word Usage
1. i (251) 26. with (26) 51. much (15) 76. got (10)
2. the (156) 27. p (25) 52. by (14) 77. only (10)
3. to (135) 28. from (25) 53. hehe (14) 78. day (10)
4. a (123) 29. know (24) 54. days (14) 79. right (10)
5. and (88) 30. don't (24) 55. love (14) 80. went (10)
6. my (80) 31. all (23) 56. if (14) 81. over (9)
7. in (68) 32. want (22) 57. or (13) 82. better (9)
8. of (59) 33. when (21) 58. do (13) 83. i'll (9)
9. you (58) 34. one (21) 59. dream (13) 84. next (9)
10. i'm (49) 35. now (20) 60. peace (13) 85. even (9)
11. for (45) 36. at (20) 61. up (13) 86. life (9)
12. be (43) 37. think (18) 62. i've (13) 87. really (9)
13. that (42) 38. myself (18) 63. get (12) 88. like (9)
14. it (41) 39. time (17) 64. need (12) 89. then (8)
15. so (40) 40. just (16) 65. there (12) 90. could (8)
16. we (38) 41. it's (16) 66. too (12) 91. yet (8)
17. me (38) 42. as (16) 67. had (12) 92. demon (8)
18. was (36) 43. about (16) 68. again (12) 93. make (8)
19. this (33) 44. your (16) 69. can't (12) 94. away (8)
20. what (33) 45. been (16) 70. good (12) 95. these (8)
21. but (32) 46. out (15) 71. will (12) 96. once (8)
22. is (29) 47. more (15) 72. why (11) 97. how (8)
23. not (28) 48. were (15) 73. night (11) 98. another (8)
24. on (26) 49. are (15) 74. didn't (11) 99. am (8)
25. have (26) 50. they (15) 75. christmas (11) 100. an (8)
Word Count by Hutta.
linkpost comment

New shit... [Mar. 1st, 2005|11:57 am]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |awakeOh no!!!]
[Noise Pollution |I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For, U2]

Kung hindi ka ba naman tanga, Lotski...
Your latest journal entries are displayed in your Fster accounts for everyone to see!
And you just found out. =P Hahaha.
Had to "hide" a few entries back there, didn't you?
To whoever's reading this... you won't get interesting SHIT from me.
Not in the next few days anyway.
It all depends...
link3 comments|post comment

F*cking hell. [Feb. 7th, 2005|04:17 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |sillysilly]
[Noise Pollution |A Little Respect, Wheatus]

Parang ayoko na dito...

Until next time...
(Don't hold your breath.)

link1 comment|post comment

2 days. Crap. [Jan. 24th, 2005|02:07 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |giddyin a rush]
[Noise Pollution |These Days, Bamboo]

2 days and I have no idea what to do for myself.
I'm still thinking about getting that compass/cross tattoo, but now I'm having second thoughts... because my mom's here, and I'm still not satisfied with my drawing.
So maybe a nose pierce?
I don't know!
I f*cking can't think of anything!
My "creativity" - or what's left of it - is seeping down my pores. =P
Geesh, if only I could buy that red 2-door vintage car I saw, I wouldn't be troubling myself with this.
I guess I just want a change.
Not resolutions, but actual/physical changes.
I'd cut my elbow-length hair if I can't come up with something drastic.
A party simply isn't enough.
I wasn't even thinking of having a real party.
Anyhow, the baby will be arriving here any minute now...
We fixed his crib and everything.
So, I'm gonna stop writing, and hopefully I get a spark of genius within the next 36 hours.
Help will be greatly appreciated. Hehe.
link1 comment|post comment

Baby Julian Patrick Deleste Robles... [Jan. 23rd, 2005|02:14 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |awakeAmazed.]
[Noise Pollution |Sweetness (live), Jimmy Eat World]

Here he is!!!

More pics...Collapse )

I'll upload more pics at my multiply account soon.

link2 comments|post comment

3-time aunt = ME. [Jan. 22nd, 2005|03:21 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |cheerfulBeaming!!!]
[Noise Pollution |Hospital noise...]

I have another nephew!!!
My sister, ate Beth, gave birth to an 8 pound + 11 ounce baby boy yesterday.
Huge, considering my sister's smaller than I am.
Guess where I am at this instant?
St. Luke's, room 4006. =)
We're going to see the baby at 4:00 pm so I better make this short.
I was so excited when I heard that my sister was already in labor, I couldn't force myself to sleep.
I can't wait.
Even now, as I'm typing, I'm ready to walk out the door and head to the nursery.
My 3rd-time as an aunt, and quite possibly my 4th time as a baby-sitter.
First it was Rocky, I was only 10 years old, in grade 6.
Soon he's the one turning 10 (in 3rd grade - which is 'normal').
Regina was next, year 1999. I was in 4th year high school.
Wow... I just noticed that something ends in my life as these kids were born...
And now, baby Julian Patrick.
A fitting conclusion to my Ateneo life. Hehe.
Easter was the 3rd baby I baby-sat, by the way. =)
I'm going down now.
Bringing the video camera.
Going with my giddy-hyper-mother, who jokingly said: "Sa akin nagmana yang bata... hindi matatangkad ang parents ni Jervy (my brother-in-law)."
Time to greet my newest little co-Aquarian friend...
link1 comment|post comment

Oh hi. AGAIN. [Jan. 18th, 2005|11:53 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |nostalgicbummed]
[Noise Pollution |Self-Esteem, Offspring]

I was hospitalized for two nights- Monday to Wednesday morning.
They suspected dengue so they took lots of blood tests and shit.
(Yes, I'm still f*cking pissed about having to type this all over again...)
I got well, no thanks to the nurses and doctors.
All I got from them was a single paracetamol, holes in my veins, not to mention the bill they presented my grandmother.
I wonder what made me ever think of wanting to become a doctor before?
I realized, when I was in high school, that I didn't really want to be the harbinger of any bad news.
God, I'm the only one around without a decent life.
The more time I have to think, the more I want all this to end.
Listen to this: I want to die not because I don't want to live, but because I want it to be over.
Vague? Try this: I do want to do things, but it's only because I want them done.
I hate having to think things over and over in my head.
But mostly, I hate 'what-ifs'.
Endless blabbering about what others deem inconsequential.
So what has changed over the past year?
More importantly, what do I want to be doing for the rest of my life?
I think what adults complain about 'us' kids these days is that we think we'll be young forever, or that we'll die before we ever experience the stuff they do.
Or maybe that's just me. =P
In any case, I am now at the stage where I need to start acting responsibly and thinking about the future. Who knows, there may be a future.
I may have a good 15 years more before I die, so I better think of what to do with that much time.
3 things:
- I want to make my family proud. I mean do something they'd really want me to be doing. Even if I hate it, at least I won't be doing it forever. I don't believe in 'forever' anyway.
- I want to make a name for myself. I don't care if I make a one-hit-wonder or one valuable artwork. Anything that people I don't know will know me for.
- I want to earn myself some self-respect. That's ultimately what I need. In fact, I need that now.
I've somehow managed to convince myself that I will never amount to anything but second-best, at most.
Talk about having very little confidence in myself.
Good thing everyone thinks I don't care. Haha.
This ride sure is much more fun without the seat-belts and safety nets.
I've been saving my own ass since I was born, so I'm not counting on any rescue team.
Not anymore.
But maybe this time around, I'll get trusted advice just before I step on the accelerator...
Di nyo gets no? Good. Ako lang. =P
People will never get to be me.
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more you show you really care, right?
link2 comments|post comment

Now? Now! [Jan. 6th, 2005|02:27 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |energetic*grins*]
[Noise Pollution |n-o-n-e (surprised?)]

What I was doing when the clock struck 12 on New Year's: washing dishes in the 2nd-floor kitchen while watching the neighbors compete over who had the best fireworks. =)
After that, I went out into the terrace barefoot and watched more fireworks with the family until our boogers turned black. Hehe.
That night, we had a family Christmas party and I ran out of videotape. =/
The next few days have been pretty much a drag.
Could that be an indication of what the rest of the year would be?
AAAHHHHH!!! Kim had 4 puppies two days ago!!!
Imagine 4 tiny basset hounds! =) =) =)
I can't stop smiling when I think about them. Regina makes fun of me in that state. =p
I'm naming one 'Sausage'. Hehe.
Ok, I'll stop.
I'm leaving on Sunday.
I'm not happy about it, and not sad about it either.
Just one of those things...
link1 comment|post comment

=/ [Dec. 30th, 2004|09:13 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |crazyUndetermined.]
[Noise Pollution |lang kwentang MTV]

Sh*tf*ck I forgot the pics.
Those aren't asterisks. They're tiny fireworks. Hehe.
Lapit na new year... la paring pagbabago.
I swear to God I am so sick of Usher right now.
linkpost comment

Not an addict... [Dec. 30th, 2004|08:16 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |amused<- Yeah right.]
[Noise Pollution |Oasis (basta marami...)]

I saw a PS1 CD of Theme Hospital.
And I'm such a loser, I got hooked on it again.
If only Hosp. Ad. were that easy... *sighs*
Shame on you, Lot, for thinking you could traverse the road less travelled and get away unscathed.
I went for beers with my dad two nights ago. We went to OIC then Pizza Amore's.
My dad didn't talk much. I think I get my stoicism from him.
We both had a great time. =)
We went to LKKS yesterday, I found another ankh ring! Thank God! I lost my old one from ate Beth. *sobs*
But now, I have a puzzle ring from kuya Jo, an ankh ring replacement (sort-of-still-from-ate-Beth), and a lizard ring from ate Lan. YEY.
Shall we call captain planet now?
Lame, Lot. Shut up.
Last night, I went with my ate Lan to Macumba. We were both so bored at home. =/
It would have been more fun if we had company... kaso sila Ana... *tsktsk* (Kidding! Peace, pare!)
Then there was vodka...
It rained this morning. Therefore I stayed in bed. =/
I wrote a lot of stuff which I'm too lazy to type.
Besides, baka may ma-offend.
Haha. *peace*
Wait 'til I die, people.
Or better yet, pray for that moment to come.
I can be so evil, I scare myself.
I'm becoming more antisocial, thanks to that breakthrough gadget called the i-Pod.
I miss Cole, Slammer and Bubbles.
I miss Oscar and Flame.
Crap it's almost January.
Looks like I'm gonna reach 20 after all.
Lot, you might have spoken too soon...
20 and without a life.
Without motivation to get one.
Changing for the worst every single f*cking day.
Could it be any worse?
Geesh. I've just managed to dampen my spirits once again.
I'm getting so darn good at it, I should demand a raise.
link1 comment|post comment

A "down"-date... [Dec. 27th, 2004|03:48 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |tiredtired]
[Noise Pollution |Throwing Copper, Live (album)]

I have a lot to write about... I don't know where to start.
I have to write as much as I could now, or else the PC might screw up again.
Christmas Eve, we didn't want to be late for the mass at XU. So we ended up 1 and 1/2 hours early. Hehe. Front-seat: My dad and bro; back-seat: Me, my mom and my eldest sister; Super-back-seat: Regina and Rocky; Somewhere in Bulacan: My other sister and bro-in-law. =p Deciding it was too early to even begin waiting, we left and looked for a place to eat/kill time. We went to Chowking but my mother didn't want to get in a fast-food joint all dressed-up. So we had a joyride and looked for another place to eat. Since everywhere else was closed, we went back to Chowking for a take-out but it JUST closed. =p
We ended up going to VIP hotel to eat lomi. =)
Funny, we were the only ones there and they had instrumental music on. We were all quietly enjoying our food and newspapers when all of a sudden, everyone (except the kids) sang "And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like 'I love you'..." HAHAHA. The waiters were shocked. So were we. Haha.
Birds of a feather... are the same birds.
We were late, by the way. There weren't any seats, so we split up. =p
Dinner was *smack*.
The kids were amusing. We were waiting for Rocky to react to a coloring book he was opening: we got a bland, dry, "Wow." Hahaha. "I like this one (with robots) but not this one (with bears)." Hahaha. Kids these days are so hard to please.
Regina was opening a package and cried out, "Oh it's a T-shirt. It's boring!"
=p Reminds me of me when I was their age. Spoiled. Haha.
Some of the stuff I received:
- 2 bottles of Baileys from my mother.
- Incubus concert DVD from Oris.
- Blouse from mama Bing and papa Jun.
- Money from my parents.
- Another Bratz from the kids and ate Lan.
- Craft kits from tita Kim and Manette.
- A card from Ana.
On the evening of the 25th, we went to my cousins for dinner and singing and wine. =) It was so fun. I'll upload the pictures one of these days.
Last night, we went to SM but there were too many people, so we left and had dinner at Xavier Estates with my cousins. =)
Dinner... dinner... dinner...
Every night, since the Christmas parties started, I've been so full. =p
On the 15th, it was the Christmas party of the hospital at Bukidnon. I was asked to judge the Belens and the performances. NGE.
On the 16th, it was CCGHFI's turn. I was a judge yet again.
The 17th was my Dad's birthday. =) Cake, cake and more cake.
The 18th was CU's party. =)
Over the next few days I graciously lived on left-overs. Haha. Kidding.
Basta, nearly non-stop.
Right now, my body hurts so much. From either doing too much in so little time (shopping, helping people wrap gifts) or barely moving for almost two consecutive days...
I've finished Diary early last week. It really amused me. =) I bought 4 books yesterday at SM, for the idle moments.
I've watched so many DVDs! =)
Dodgeball: "You're so bad, you wouldn't hit water if you fell out of a boat!"
I must have watched 20 movies since I got here.
Gotta go.
My mother's calling.
link4 comments|post comment

Ho! Ho! Ho! [Dec. 22nd, 2004|03:23 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |coldit's windy... VERY windy]
[Noise Pollution |Honestly, Zwan]

Merry Christmas to you and your dysfunctional family.
I gotta update soon. =/ But the PC's f*cking up again.
Next time.
link2 comments|post comment

Home. [Dec. 15th, 2004|02:01 pm]
LOT [serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie]
[Psychoanalysis |bouncyHigh? Not.]
[Noise Pollution |Longview, Greenday]

I'm in CDO! Actually, I've been here since Saturday but my brother's PC just got fixed last night. =)
I'm going to Bukidnon later, Christmas party ng Del Monte hospital. Yey PINEAPPLE! Haha.
I better prep myself for the series of Christmas parties (thus FOOD!) which will bombarde me in the next couple of days... especially this weekend. My dad's birthday is on the 17th as well... =) Eat, drink and be merry... as they say. My mom even bought me two bottles of Baileys. Hehe.
Regina's fine. It wasn't dengue after all. =) She was the reason I came here early, by the way. She had to be admitted in the hospital, I was the only one free to go home.
I was scared at the airport, and for those really close to me: you'd know why. Hehe. Good thing I don't look suspicious. HAH.
I've been reading Chuck Palahniuk's Diary. He's a genius. Hehe. I couldn't find any other books in National bookstore that seemed interesting enough to waste all my free time here. My friends still have school until the end of this week so I have to find ways to entertain myself until then. =) I haven't gone to my brother's jamming place yet, I'll wait until he gets back from Manila (he's leaving tomorrow). I'm hell bored, and I have to content myself with helping out with the payroll and the Christmas give-aways.
One thing I miss about Katipunan: I can take walks whenever I want and be super-close to restaurants and bookstores. =)
I'm leaving. Hehe.
link2 comments|post comment

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]